By alie gittens

am i disturbed?
or am i normal and everyone else is weird?
am i a freak?
or is everyone wrong but me?
am i manic-depressive?
or were all the shrinks wrong?
am i suicidal?
or was that cut just curiosity?
do i need help?
or should i just crawl up in a ball and cry as i always do?
do i need medication?
or would it even help?
do i need to talk to someone?
or are the voices i hear company enough?
do i need to get my mind off of this?
or shall i wallow in my misery forever?
should i go on this way?
or end it all now?